Where's the New World Prophecy?

This first pic of me is really disturbing. Ain caught me candid taking off her specs, in the school's library.

The second is a photo my sister and I took while being receptionists at Helena's party. I swear upon my chest I didn't put any lipstick...























Haven't updated in a very long time. Last Sunday was my niece's full month party. Well, guess it was okay, since my second sister and I got to be the reception girls.. It was held at this place called Lavender in Fort Canning's Country Club. Quite alright, the place. Anyway, guess who I saw?

MR TAN!!!

Yes, the PE teacher from my secondary school. He's really damn nice. He helped me during my English O's oral exam by really calming me down. But I think the situation at my school is totally wearing him down la. Anyway, he recognised me then came to talk to me for awhile. Was damn happy.

Anyway, Monday was a shit-day. Got back results. Okay, I'm gonna pray like anything. PLEASE! Damn annoying, forgot to bring tissue paper so I couldn't cry. (That's just an excuse) I was reallydisappointed la. Shouldn't have gave up on my maths for Chem. Can you believe my Chem scored the better of the horrible? ( I mean it.) And its not like I did well in it. Don't know. Think my parents will not understand and will kill me when they know. Next Monday's my AO Mother Tongue exam.

Hopefully everything goes well. It'd better be. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Oh ya, I bought a new handphone! Since like don't know how long la. Weehee! SOOOO happy. Took some really dumb, cool, okay pics. And videos. Wa, today Ain, YY and I did some really idiotic but fun things in class. Wahaha.

Oh ya, TQ smiled at me on Monday. HELLO!? I haven't talk to him like don't know how long la. I think I accidentally sent him my new HP no. Shit. But nevermind la. Going to do some head-banging. And...I did my Oral Presentation for Project Work yesterday. Surprisingly, it went well. Despite the fact that I was totally unprepared and I didn't have stage-fright AT ALL.

Can you believe it? TAN WEN ER!? NO STAGE-FRIGHT!? Crazy la. And I was totally pissed with what Jerel and Cheryl or whoever said that a certain word I used in my poster for the project was wrong. Please...

It goes like this.

" BEFORE you even think about using this cubicle other than for excretion purposes, please consider Laughter Therapy. "

And they said my use of the word, "excretion" was wrong. I even checked it out before I used the freaking word okay. So don't tell me that the use of it is wrong and that I should use the word 'Egestion' instead. And that Ms Chew said I was crude in describing bulimics...

Excretion:
(1) Excreting of waste matter - the act or process of discharging waste matter from the tissues or organs
(2) waste matter - waste matter that has been discharged from an animal or a plant

Excretion sounds way nicer than Egestion, and not many non-bio people will understand whats Egestion what. Come, I show you the word assimilation la. Oh, what about er...homeostasis? Forget it okay. Fine fine fine..

And I was really sick yesterday and today. Backaches, headaches, tight throat, aching ears, hot eyes, feeling super cold. I woke up like 4 times yesterday. Symptoms of fever? But not having fever itself. Didn't want to go school. But I was sure that my father would be like complaining I'd wasted his money on the medical bills. So whatever.

Then, what really got me turned-off was when during MathsC lesson and I had this splitting headache. Then Ms Chew came allllllllllllllllll the way back to my seat and poked at me with her metal stick(Those used to point at the board) and said, "Wen Er...What happened? Why do you look so tired? Pay attention ah..."

TSK. Ya fine, so what if I failed your maths. You don't have to keep picking on me during YOUR maths and YOUR PW! Damn dumb. Still poke me with her metal stick. Wanted to snatch it from her and snap it. Maybe add in twisting her neck all the way around. HAHA, kidding k.

And you know what!? MR KWEK IS LEAVING PJ FOR NANYANG JC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How can!? Ohmydog. He's like, I don't know. I really hope that the new principal is cool and not strict. PLEASE!!!! Ahhhhhhhh. I think I'll miss him. Really. With his naggy talks during assembly, his funny pronounciation of words, his wierd way of saying things, his straightforwardness. Well, if Mr Tay were to be the one leaving, I think I'd be crying la.

Thank you Mr Kwek.

The Anticipation.

Coolness. A sketch of Hyde from L'Arc~en~Ciel.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Today YY and I went to Ain's house. I played with her hammy, kittens and her fat ginger cat! So cute la. Especially her hamster. Its super undwarfed and cuddly. So tame and greedy. See already can't keep my nose from smelling it. ZIBBY! I really miss Skippy. I want to pinch his backside fur and make him walk on the smooth floor and watch him not moving on the spot at all.

Anyway, really happy. Someone real nice changed his HP with me. I can't believe it la. AHHHHH. So now I can take pictures, videos, record voice and all that. And the games on his hp are so fun!!! Weehee. Makes me yearn more for a new hp. Damn. So watch out everyone! I'll be like taking all the sneak shots la. Wahaha. Take people in the toilets...thats like so pervertic la.

I think Kwan Hong got a new target!! I'm so happy. And it seems that Table Tennis like got no more training. WA! So good right. Firstly, don't need to take the air pollution, secondly don't need to see the captain, thirdly I won't have to face Kwan Hong and fourthly my time won't be wasted. YES!

AND...I just realised that some guy really cannot take pics la. Either he's always showing off his nostrils or giving the shitty face. Also, its real great that J2s don't need to come back school anymore, except on Tuesdays. Well, not all of them. I mean, I'm okay with J2s, just that..er...don't have to see him anymore. You know that gross-out feeling right. DOH.

I guess YY is really vexed over PW man. Its like, some of her group members are not cooperating la. Maybe they need someone to slap them awake. And!!! My group is going to do our video tomorrow. In the toilet. Don't mind if you see people with spycams going in k!!! I was watching the DVD in the Chronicles of Life and Death thing when I realised that they filmed so little of Billy la. Can they like stop it..

Oh ya!!! Went out on Sunday with Desmond. HA! Like guess where we went! CHANGI AIRPORT. Felt so bad. Made him wait like don't know how long. In the cold!!! ARGH. And I was delayed allllllllllllllllllllllllllllll because of PW! TSK. Anyway, the weather was real nice so I could wear the jacket allllll day. It was quite fun. We're always meeting out to those wierd but kind of special place. And we were listening to his IPod on the train. I kept skipping all his songs la. Only wanted to hear mine. Haha.

AND, I just realised that like almost(well, most of the people I know..) the whole school knows about Desmond and his friends la. Either I'm mixing with the non-gossipy people or its just that I'm just too low-profile or something. Maybe I don't care also. Tracy told me about her friends talking about them. And Yina!! I mean, can you believe it. Its Yina leh. I didn't even know Desmond was called Desmond until he told me. And my other classmates too. Alright, so the ruggers in my school are THAT popular!

Like some girls are crazy over them...I'd always thought they were like too unreachable or something. Ya, whatever, now I know k.


"The road to avoid, I walk towards it
The hole ahead, I aim for it
The depths I fall, I pray for it

Some say it is fate
Some say I'm twisted
But I have a hole to fill
I pick myself up only to fall again
Each time it gets easier
I have grown quite accustomed to it all
Perhaps this is why humans are called creatures of habit?"

Twisted, by The Finger Players

The poems totally depicts my _ _ _ _ _ M.

Inexorably the pain returns.

Its the demon with a bone for his flute.

I just realised how listening to Linkin Park can calm one down. I wasn't feeling well yesterday. Had my bloody cramps and backache. I can only blame myself for not eating more vegetables or fruits...HA. Talking about Linkin Park. I really like them!!!! Why not use the word, love. Ahhhh. They're the ultimate la. If not for them, I wouldn't know how I could have continued during the D days.

Just did some house chores. I don't mind the work, its the noise la. Damn irritating. Someone should invent a noiseless vacuum cleaner man. Going to go out later. And also, I'm freaking sick of PW. WOA, its like, almost everything I'm doing la. I mean, I had to edit for my GL's part because apparently his computer wasn't working and I think that Ms Chew thinks I'm lazy. Either because I failed my maths, or she just thinks that I'm plain lazy. HUH. Whatever k. Who came up with the idea of the bloody video?!

Ya, she picks on me. Like I drew this cute hand with the middle finger on this round piece of paper and I put it on the cover of my plastic file. She saw it and said,"So vulgar ah..."
HEY! What has my file got to do with you. Isn't that like my privacy or something. I was so pissed off la. And my GL dislikes Gothic stuff. He kept asking why I paint my two nails black and why do I have Jack from The Nightmare Before Christmas skulls on this metal thing around my wrist.

I mean, everyone is different what. So what if another person is goth or something. I didn't even say in his face why he's so gay and run with his chest sticking out okay! Or when he speaks so softly and daintily like a woman!!!? Alright, I'm THAT nasty. You know what, keep your shit comments to yourselves!

And if Ms Chew said I'm vulgar, she should be lucky I'm not pointing my middle finger at her okay. I don't even say the F word out la. Just that it sometimes threaten to vocalise itself..Also, she was like correcting our Written Report like anything. She can't link from the top of what we're saying man. No wonder Desiree said she's dense. And the worst part is that she pointed out 'where's the evidences??' on our paper.

HELLO!!!????

Didn't Ms Soo(GP teacher) said that theres no such word as EVIDENCES? Hmm, I should stop complaining la. Like I don't know. I'm just frustrated thats all. I mean, I'm doing so much and the credit goes to...Just like YY la. I know we're alllllllllllllllllll facing problems from PW. Bummer.

Oh yea, I finished reading Vampire Hunter D book 2 yesterday. Must say that book 1 is nicer actually. But both is still good. Bloody and coolness. And the third book is coming out in January 2006!!!!!! Yeehar!

My dog, my GL just msged me and ask me to do the cover page. How am I supposed to know how the coverpage look like when..Aiya! And I have to do the content page and edit EVERYTHING for them because they die-hard don't want to use the standard size and font and double-spacing!!??? But nevermind, he said he's sorry also. ARGH. I really feel like spilling the shit F word out already. Feel like k, but I'm not going to.

Anyway, should go now. Bye.


"It was the same road
The same hole

And I fell into its earthly grip again

I had touched its unfathomable depths
I had felt its warmth"

Twisted, by The Finger Players.

Exultation of the Finale.

Thats Jeslyn and I at the Malaysia Geog trip at the end of Secondary Three. Sec3 k, not 10 years old...
And she's holding Bean's bear!!! We bought each of our own at a shop there. HAHA.






Alright, lets start from Thursday. YY, Ain and I changed for PE. HA. YY was using her loaned laptop from the school to do her PW. When Ain and I didn't feel like thinking, we went into the empty LT2 and played with the OHP. HAHA, I was doing those hand things. Anyway, we were deciding whether or not we should change soon. Then Ain and I decided to change in the LT!!!!! Dog, can you believe us. Haha, damn risky la. But it was so fun. I mean, the knowledge of anyone coming in from any of the four entrances!!!

Well, Ain went to change first. I told her to stand behind in the small corner near the door so when people used the back door, they wouldn't immediately see her. And I kept watch at the two front doors. She took damn fast to chang! Then came to my turn. WA! The feeling was damn exciting. Haha, anytime someone could just enter la. Thats the fastest time I changed for a PE lesson.

And the air-con was still on. So how shiok is that. HAHA. Okay whatever. The worst part is when some guy came in and see you in your underwear k...I was telling about it to Desmond when he said what if there are cameras in the lecture theatre. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dog, I didn't think of that leh. Shit. I hope there isn't la. If not, will the watcher please don't put it on the Internet or something!!!! Actually, got nothing much to show also la. Waha.

Then we went to the grandstand. Oops, there weren't anyone there la. And we saw that Cheryl Pek and her friends. They told us that there wasn't any PE. I mean like HELLO!? Are they not going to tell us until they've seen us? And they were going to change la. They went to play inter-class Netball okay. Didn't even ask us. Shit them. Everytime also like that. Like the Play thing, they didn't tell us it was on Friday until Ain overheard them saying okay. I feel like slapping them over and over again til my hands rot or something.

Anyway, we moved towards the canteen. Ain wanted to loan the tennis stuff to play later or something, since we had a long time to ourselves. But then, Ain was using the laptop and YY was eating when!!! Someone I really dislike came to our table and asked if she could sit. I was quite shocked. Well, at least its not Shawn. I mean, I hate him more la. BAST. Yes, whatever. I got this feeling of wanting to puke. Became really irritated and pissed that I left the table. Walked to the basketball court up there to sit. My only companions were uncles washing the floor. Ha.

After 30 minutes, I thought it was safe enough to return without her sitting there. Anyway, YY and Ain told me that Claryce said she actually wanted to talk to me or something. About us having misunderstandings. Wanted to know my side of the story or whatever. And she said that Shawn feels sorry and knows he's at fault.

HUH?

Shawn??? SORRY!?

K, let me tell you what feeling SORRY does not apply to k?

(1) BLOCKING ME ON MSN!!!!?
(2) LYING TO ME.
(3) TELLING LIES TO ELLIE ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(4) GIVING THE 'PLEASE DON'T PUT ME IN SUCH A SITUATION' FACE WHEN I CRIED OUTSIDE THE BLOODY LIBRARY.
(5) WHEN YOU DON'T LOOK IN THE LEAST BIT SORRY.
(6) AND IN THE CLASS PHOTO SHE WAS ACTUALLY STANDING BESIDE YOU.
(7) BEING SO FREAKING SELFISH BY ENDING EVERYTHING AND TREATED ME LIKE I DIDN'T EXIST.
(8) TOTALLY CONTRADICTING YOURSELF ABOUT THE REASONS YOU GAVE ME THAT DAY.

Alright, whatever. I have so many reasons la. So don't say sorry when you don't mean it k. And you don't even dare to face me because you know that I have found out about your shit lies. Ya, and Claryce, if you really want to know the truth and the proof. I can show it to you. I even have it on paper.

I know, I'm in the wrong too. The deceit with Ellie. But if I didn't do that, I would still be ignorant about everything. And you know what. I was talking to YY yesterday on the train and she told me that I should be in a way glad, because I've learnt many new things from it. I was thinking it as a blessing in disguise too. I would have never appreciated my friends more, I would have never changed into this morbid, my dressing sense wouldn't have changed(not that its that better now..).

Then I met Desmond after school. We went town. Hmm, watched Skeleton Key. Dog, I really have nothing to say. Its not scarey la. Okay, I give it like 0.00001 stars out of 5. See how un-scarey it is? And you know what, I bought drink from Long John's and I got this phobia of holding food trays la. Its not like I'd tripped and spill the drink. Its that I'm scared till it really spills okay. How dumb is that. Anyway, my drink spilled. On my bag. HAHA. I felt so bad la. He was thirsty and I spilled the stupid drink. I wanted to laugh leh. Because of my stupidity. HAHA.

He bought a new drink, and my bag was like kinda sticky. So I had to use my black turtle bag the next day...Annoying. Ya, then after that we went to walk around. Went to many places and ate dinner. So we dropped at the bus stop near PJ and he walked me home. Ha, guess what we saw. AIYO!!!! So cute! Ha, this baby rat!!! My dog, so brown and chubby!!! Didn't get to see if its male or female though. Felt like catching it. I wanna keep a rat! But I think they bite real hard.

Anyway, 13th October is a veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy important day. And a happy one =D

Hmm, then yesterday Ain couldn't go to our houses because of her aunt. Damn, but I guess its alright. Went to YY's house. She taught me or rather, revised me about playing the guitar. HA. I've forgotten so many things the guitar teacher taught me in Secondary two la. Well, except for the Mission Impossible tune. HA!! I taught YY that one though. And her grandma's real nice. Cooking was good too. Eh, first time in dunno how manyyyyyyyy months I ate beansprouts. Then we left her place to my house. Found out we actually had to rush to the Esplanade like anything. I wanted YY to wear her prom dress because erm, she was dressed kind of casually.

But in the end she didn't. I was putting stuff in my bag when I put my hand in the jacket Desmond gave me. I found a key chain in it!!!! How sweet is that! Haha. Anyway, when we went there the Cheryl Pek was dressed so freaking formal la. Like going to this wedding dinner like that. Ain and I were wearing the same shirt from the same place! Twisted was quite cool. I like the pianist! He's so cool la. He didn't make a single mistake and the songs were quite sad at some part. He's real pro man. Nearly died. By the way, I saw actor Adrian Pang and his wife there. YY and I bought this frozen beef burger and walked there while eating. Saw some people doing break dance. Cool.

Anyway, we left the place and walked around looking to buy food. I passed The Cocoa Tree shop and bought something for someone!!! Hehe. Time for me to buy you something =)
Oh yea, we saw this machine thing, you know those that you put in coins and turn the knob and this plastic bubble thing rolled out. Its the Nightmare Before Christmas in a coffin!!! Jeslyn! I know you want!! I got the Vampire Teddy and Jack in Pyjamas. The last one was erm, not very nice, so I changed it with YY. We played scissors paper stone at MacD's. The Yeti was overwhelmed by the forces of Yati and Yasi! Yesterday was damn fun la.


"A hole
The size of my palm
Was blocking my way

The hole was frighteningly deep

The sky suddenly turned black
The floor hit my face
The ground
Collapsed under my weight
Had me buried inside the hole

The hole had swallowed me whole."

Twisted, by The Finger Players.

Elation

A random doodle on one of my many GP worksheets.

Hmm, well firstly, I had quite an okay day on Sunday. Met up with YY and Ain to go Town for a movie. Watched 'Into The Blue'..Er..its an alright show la. Had difficulty eating the popcorn la, kept dropping over my clothes. And I think YY like didn't go town for donkey years, she didn't know that Cine had non-flip-uppy seats. WAHAHA. Damn cute.

Anyway, we were trying to find a mart to buy Ain's cat food. But..because the show ended like quite late, all the places were like closed or something, so we went back. HA, took 190 back and dropped at PJ's bus stop to walk back to my house. WA! New discovery. YY bought this erm..egg-wrapped beef burger from Ramly's. When I took the first bite..I didn't taste anything la. But the second one was like..WOA. Okay whatever. I thought Ramly was some Indian shop and that the food wasn't nice, but I thought wrong I guess.

Ha, I told YY something that night. Oops. Damn embarressing la. AHHHHHHHH...Don't tell okay, YY!! NEARLY DIED.

Then on Monday we watched Hot Chicks and Mean Girls, on VCD la. My dog, Hot Chicks is super funny.

Somebody shit in the locker!!!

HAHA...then we went swimming. That YY nearly killed me okay. Grabbed my legs and made me do a water somersault. Woa, the water rushed up my nostrils. Damn pain. But it was fun. Ha, we played catching la. And I was the shark. The Yeti wasn't in her element...SNOW. Wakaka.
Then she left for home around 6.30pm, and for her that Dragon show...ARGH. I was reading my Vampire Hunter D book and fell asleep halfway when someone real irritating called my hp.

Er, if you all don't know, I'd usually not answer my handphone when it rings or I'll just cup it. HAHA, sorry...But lucky I didn't. Ha, it was Desmond la. Anyway, he asked if I could meet him for awhile downstairs...Well alright. So I went down and met him. We were walking around and he asked me to sit down. Close my eyes and turn away.. So secretive la. Alright, I did and after that he asked me to leave the place with him. !!!! Ask me close eyes then don't let me see what was it.

I kept pestering him about it and he told me he bought a cake, but it melted. YY!! I know what you're gonna say. K-Q okay you!!! I mean, at least let me see how it looked like. And if I didn't keep asking him what was it, I'd still not know what was it la. Really nice of him. And he bought me an Adidas jacket. !!!!!!!! The colour reminds me of..Darwin's house T...
Anyway, told him don't need anything already. We were lost around the area trying to find that vending machine la...

Oh, YY and Ain bought this Nightmare Before Christmas coffin thing for me!!! Real cool man. And many other stuff. Thank you!!! And Yina er...bought me these few badges and this chain thing. Is she trying to hint me that I'm like an Ah Lian or something..haha.
And, er Kok How bought me the cd!!! Chronicles of Life and Death. Okay, I'm gonna stare at Billy. Ahhhhhhhhhhh. hehe. And my eldest sister bought me this Adidas watch. Because I lost the other Nike one one year ago =) I curse the idiot who stole it!! By the way, thanks Tarts. And my parents gave me some money. MONEY! Why not a...
Oh and Desiree bought a book for me too. Wa, I have a lot of stuff to read already!

But whatever. Ha. Oh yea, and today. I received the coolest birthday present I've EVER had. Alright, not that the others weren't as nice. But its damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn cool! I swear upon my chest la. Tracy came to me and said that there was something in my locker when she opened it...Ya and when I opened it I saw this delivery package thing in blue that asked me to open it as soon as I got it. Alright and when I opened it, damn suspicious la. There was this letter and Tracey typed it out. Damn cool man. I dunno la. You'd have to see it to believe me.

Anyway, then the other package was like this rectangular wrapped thing. And on it had drops of blood. Well, red paint to be exact. She created it to have this total detective effect la. Kinda felt like Pendergast or some English Detective Sherlock Holmes. And you know what!!!!!

She bought me this book of my favourite authors!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DOUGLAS PRESTON AND LINCOLN CHILD

Its the Brimestone book. I think she took a lot of time to have done it la. Ha, hmm, I mean its not only her I guess. The thoughtfulness of everyone! AH!

Haha, and I'm really very very very happy these few days. Hehe. And Regynna wrote me a letter with Faizal's msg. And Ker Mei, and Alvin, and JESLYN!! Heh.
Anyway, normal time table starts tomorrow, just that lessons end much earlier. I mean like, can you believe it...From 5.30 on Thurs to 12.30pm...Its like a dream come true la.

And today was a blast. Ya, blasted I meant. Damn boring la. Well, except for the marine talk thing. And the interview with Ted Bundy. Real interesting. I mean, the interview was done the day before his death sentence. I really wonder why watching Porn or what shit will be implanted in your mind. I've seen some really erm, graphic images. ACCIDENTALLY! And I still remember it la. Like one show, I think its called Hannibal. Woa, super interesting. But there was this part when this guy wanted to get the Hannibal's fingerprint and the guy squeezed the..!!!!

My heart is beating abit fast. Sorry. I still remember la. Still got other wierd stuff. think I shouldn't say it out. Abit traumatising. And I think I understand what Ted Bundy was talking about I guess. The compulsion! And I admit sleeping during 'Making a Difference' talk.

Oh!!! For got to say about what the person I hate said in his blog. I mean, so freaking common and inoriginal la. Dog, like where's your creativity??? And, whatever, go pray to your God. He's totally contradicting his beliefs la. Lie like anything...
Ya..and erm, he wouldn't be as sincere as others. Like I wonder if the girl i really dislike gets anything from him. Well, besides himself la.

Alright, think I should end here. I'm real happy, although I was in a shit mood this afternoon. Anyway, will update another day. Sorry if I missed out anyone.

The Long Wait. My Happiness Has Come!

Ha!! Thats Sakuragi from Slam Dunk. So cute la, he's my favourite!!!!

I was drawing the second one during GP. Sorry Ms Soo..
Hehe.








Woa, haven't updated in like quite long already. Anyway, Promos are over. Like YY said, after Promos is done with, we're finished. I'd just wish that we could just do the papers and not get back the results la. HA.

Alright, to talk about the papers. I'm very sure that I'm gonna fail maths. Because I didn't go practice and all that. So not very sad. The sad part is, I couldn't finish Bio la. This is the first time I didn't finish a paper! Of all, during Promos somemore..Well, i think the whole hall didn't. Heard a lot of people asking one another if they did finish. I was like, huh. Its manageable la. Like, you can do it, but its really NO TIME!!!! I thought they said we should produce quality work and not rush through it. Then they want to make us like that! And I think my Bio mcq like got a lot of wrong. ARGH. Well, about Chem, I think.. I don't feel like thinking la. Irritating. Nearly couldn't finish the MCQ paper. But structured was still okay. Hey wait, I'd better not say that. Later 1/30 again! WOA!!! DON'T WANT!!!

Anyway, after chem paper it was like freedom to my doom, so guess I was abit blown away. When the chem teacher announced that we could go, everyone was like jumping around and giving that super happy face. Well, except for a few of us. I was like, whats so happy to be about? Shit Promos.

Oh ya, after the paper, met with Tracy to go back to my secondary school to get my Os cert. I'd thought they'd burn it la. So long then go collect. Wahaha. They'd better not man, I paid like don't know how many hundreds to take the papers la!!! Then we went to find Mrs Tan(Eng) and some other teachers. Well, everyone looked really worn out there. The teachers, I meant. Talked for DAMN long!!!! From like 12+ to 4 la. Then Tracy and I made our way to town for our movie. We were watching 'Corpse Bride'. Its alright.

But its not as good as The Nightmare Before Christmas though. Anyway, we then headed to Taka, ha!!! Guess who we saw la. That Mr Sas was..dancing at this fashion show. Shu Uemera or whatever. Erm..they keep saying is muscles. It looks more of fats la. Like you know, fats covering the muscles, tricking people..HA. Anyway, it was quite late and got like two PJ students stand there laughing at him is like, damn wierd. So we went off. After that we decided to sit down somewhere in Taka. It was quite late ma. Damn nice la. Real quiet and the floor was freaking cooling. I was like lying down in a homeless pose. The life! Well, Tracy and I talked about a great deal of stuff. Had fun with her.

Then, the next day, which is Friday, is kind of an adventure day I guess. Ha, I met Desmond at 2pm. Then we headed off for East Coast park. I mean like, HUH. I mean going out to East Coast Park...How adventurous is that!!?? haha. Anyway, we nearly got lost. But managed to find it. Luckily my memory quite okay, didn't went there like 2 years la. Since my secondary school class outing. Remembered about Yina's primary school being near the place. Anyway, we sat on this two person bike. HAHA!!! Because I was afraid that if we cycled on individual bikes, I'd surely fall! Ya..And cycled till 5+. WOA, our backside was like...damn pain. Ah, he sat in front, cos I left the steering job to him...hehe.

Hey! Cannot blame me what. That time Wei Ting and I went there...she asked me to sit in front and I made both of us fall so many times la. Damn traumatising. NEARLY DIED..And he kept asking me to go in front cos he couldn't see what I was doing behind!!! And, I was pedalling!!! =(
Ya, and scared I'd pluck his hair like my backside-balding hamster...I didn't even think of it until he said it! Ya, so we sat at a bench and later walked to this seafood restaurant. !!!!!!!!!!!!
There was this child la. Okay not child. Children k. One of them kept crying. Wanted to blast her head off.

Alright, don't spoil the mood. I feel damn bad! I mean, I didn't know it'd turn out so expensive la. $100+ over!!! Ahhhhhhhh. And he paid. Hey Mr Koala, thanks k!!!
I mean, how can someone be so nice. I'll die leh. Anyway, I seem to die very easily.
After that we sat at this jutted out pleateau thing and the view, although it was erm..quite dark, was really quite nice. Like the waves were crashing below and when you look out you see all the lights of boats. And when you look up, the sky was full of stars la.

Got this real peaceful and unreal feeling. I shall not use the word 'surreal', cos it reminds me of someone's art..Well, I felt super at ease. And there were so many uncles who liked Desmond la. HAHA!! They were either saying things to him or staring..I guess there were times when we got quiet and even though I'm quite a motor-mouth, but I didn't mind la. Just afraid that he'd feel bored. Ha. We went walking around after that. Was really happy..

Like, even Shawn wouldn't do these kind of stuff la. I said one time what about going ice-skating, as a joke. He said he wasn't really interested. How...insincere is that la. And he wouldn't do such nice things too. Like he'd think he's enough for you or something like that. I mean, alright. WHATEVER. What a turn-off. Sleaze.

Well, basically I didn't do much today. Because I thought of going over to see my eldest sister. Eh get this, to SEE my sister. And her dog. I just feel, the baby would have enough attention from others already right? Just wanted to see how my sister was doing. But my mother, got lazy or something. But nevermind. Went to this yucky place for dinner.

Seriously, I was hoping they'd forget. Don't know why but I like the feeling la. HAHA. Tracy would understand. I described it to her that day. But nevermind. So shit.
Anyway, going out with YY and Ain to town for a movie again. Real glad about seeing them tomorrow. And Regynna wrote me a letter. Was real surprised. Haha. Alright, guess I should go.

Kok said he got something to pass to me..Wonder what it is la..so suspicious....Haha, anyway, we got to know one another in a funny way. Have to meet him tomorrow..

By the way, I hate the GP text la.
'YOZZZ!!! I THINK METALLICAZ IZ REAL KOOL!!!!!!!!!!'
J1 people, you know what I mean.

Vanity publishing, yea, whatever. Its kind of offending la.

I won't run away. I'll break free.

Come on, just admit that Skippy's cute.
Look at his paws and mouth!!! Aiyo!!!











!!!!!! Dog, this is so cool. I just found out a few stuff yesterday. Looks like my hatred is known, all along. And I told someone something yesterday.

Damn, tomorrow is chinese paper. I can't wait for Promos to be over, but I don't want it to come so soon also. ARGH. I'm not scared of promos I'm not scared of promos I'm not scared of promos I'm not scared of promos.

By the way, don't get so full of yourself
- because you have a shit-dog helping you
- Or that he claimed that your art is surreal and gets him in the poetic mood
- and when he said the same sweet things to you as he did to me..like whatever.
- even if he's with you but he'd forget you one day as easily as he did with me.
- and you're termed with the 'female species of the canine'.
- straightforwardly it means Bitch.
- when you're freaking insensitive to others.
- I'm strange because you're superficially normal. And thats boring.
- Er...that other guys think you're cool and cute? When you only tuck out your polo-t like anything and I find nothing cute about that.
- When Ass-hawn leaves you testmonials like anything to help boost your H.S.E, because he did the same to me, just that I deleted them. Haha.
- You flirt around without yourself knowing it.

Nice.

And to Shawn. I regretted saying sorry to you that day, 8th of June. Because you are the one at fault. You're just this freakin despo la. And I trule found out what a beautiful(not physically) liar you are. I'm sure you get what you deserve. And you deserve nothing =)

I'm sorry to have said sorry.

Oh, someone did something real nice to me the other day. I was so happy and surprised when he passed me the Vampire Hunter D Volume Two book!!! AHH.. Thats like so nice la. I mean he went all the way there and took the trouble to find it. I'm quite touched. No one actually done such things to me before. Erm, except maybe when YY bought for me that pink middle finger thing. HAHA. Anyway, thank you Desmond :) I can't wait for the seafood feast and tennis and badminton!!!

And all the other things I'll be doing with my friends after Promos. Well, I'll be enjoying myself after it, but Ms Clar-shit and Ass-hawn will still be trying to prepare for their As. I think I must thank Ass-hawn's friends. For getting him to play soccer and basketball and gymming. No use one la. He'd still suffer in NS with his selfish weak mind and heart. Please distract him further!!!

Ah, Jeslyn and Ker Mei! I Have many things to tell you all!! Can't wait to go out again :D Miss y'all!!!!!!

Alright, gtg mug or something. Sorry about being quite mean. But its not like I care. HAH. Byebye!!!

"Who has to Know?"